Time

I don't think there is enough time in the day to accomplish anything relevant to your life. Between two jobs, Best Buy and the Houston Chronicle, school (including the fall semester coming up) and a new apartment that is not decorated the way I want it I'm not quite sure which way is up. Money is the devil behind it all. Not having enough of it is where everything falls apart. Rent, electricity, cable, school, car, new apartment furniture, does it ever end? Will I ever get out of renting a place and get into a mortgage where I am not wasting my money every month into a place that will offer me no return? Investments is the key. I have one year in this place. God, GET ME OUT! Pity there is now way out of it early. My fault for signing a 12 month lease. Idiot once again. Men is another story. When I bring up marriage, it's like his balls crawl right up into him. I'm not allowed to bring up that subject, and i'm supposed to wait for him to approach me. My question is... will that ever happen? I'm not to sure about that. I really question that part of the relationship. I'm still going to buy the magazines because that is what girls do when they are my age and watching all of her high school pals get married and have kids. I'm not giving up, but that light at the end of the tunnel is not too bright. I'm a brick wall, no comment is heard and, well, not really cared about. That's not something new to me. I'm not giving up yet, I just need to see a light. Well, maybe I will see that light tomorrow.